I'm leaving after a year in which I barely played any games. It was very frustrating, I don't think I deserved it after the season in which I became the top scorer for the team.
After the CL final and the summer break I went and talk to Ferguson, I said "Boss, am I needed? Does the team need me? Because you didn't trust me in the final but let's not get back to that, I don't want any explanations why you did that etc..just tell me if I'm
needed, do you trust me, because I want to play." He said, "Dimi, I need you, I want you to stay."
So a glimmer of hope emerges, I'm thinking to myself if I fight back, train well, I could get back into the first
eleven. Because Ferguson also said he realised he's made a mistake by not playing me. So I'm expecting chances to get back into the team.
In the end I believe everyone in my place will be fed up with it. I can't constantly go to him and moan about it, asking why this, why that...He'd be fed up with me as well, he'd probably tell me to **** off, right?! He's the boss and he decides, after all.
Anyway, I didn't get a reasonable explanation. But it's in his right I guess, I don't know... so I can't explain it
to you as well. You're asking me, you're wondering, I'm wondering...
But from what other managers have told me, from what Martin Jol has told me, SAF has said to them I don't fit in his new team tactics. So I'm a little bit disappointed by him, as a person.