sambil menunggu perubahan tahun lagi dalam bbrp jam, let's do a little reflection ya?

just like last year, berkesempatan ketemu berbagai sodara lagi dari berbagai tempat yang sudah lama ngga ketemu, some more than 10 years, some more than 20 years, some i had never met before. dari semuanya, yang cukup spesial tentu adalah paman yang udah sepuh, yang udah ntah brapa lama ngga pernah ketemu. bahkan ini pertama kali ketemu anak dan keturunannya. and i was able to make another connection through him to another special family member too. the only sad thing was we could hardly communicate with each other gara2 bahasa but i'm glad i had the opportunity to bring my folks along. who knows, bukannya mo nyumpahin, but this could be the very last time they could meet like this.

urusan kesehatan, ah well, ngga semulus tahun lalu. still recuperating from the ankle sprain. warna memarnya udah memudar except for a very slight shade.

urusan kerjaan dan personal development, not quite sure where to start definitely learned some stuff, tapi juga ngga seproduktif yang kuharapkan. nego pengunduran dengan mr bos was definitely quite an experience in any case, it's over now. let's get ready for a new start, shall we? there is something a lot more exciting in the horizon coming early next year prasaan bbrp taon belakangan ini, yang exciting2 kok rata2 terjadi di awal2 tahun ya jadinya kan tiap kali nulis renungan di akhir taon, rasanya kok udah lama banget akhir taon depan mungkin akan merasa hal yang sama lagi

kejadian yang unexpected that left a very deep impression on me was the case where someone i knew ended his own life and his son's in such a tragic way. i know it just happened, and it seemed so fresh still. and very surreal. Kejadian ini rasanya membuatku kembali berkontemplasi lebih dalam mengenai kehidupan dan kemanusiaan lagi.

i'm not going to promise myself anything this coming new year, karena tiap tahun juga rasanya mengulangi mantra yang sama aja. i do hope i can be more disciplined, walo saya ragukan kesuksesannya tahun depan

that's all