I think I have made a good decision. I refuse to be vindictive, perhaps I've softened down or I'm getting old.

Something has changed, I feel numb these days, mati rasa. It is actually not bad at all, I sleep better now. Reminding myself to not to worry about anything until it happens is actually working! It's also amazing when I just shrug my shoulders and care less.

The project will start in a couple of weeks time so I better re-visit my business plan now.